Demo

http://kiwi6.com/file?id=w776xweycl

This is the demo for the song Bullets and Broken Glass witch i wrote a while ago,i apoligize for the bad audio quality.

Tell Me

TELL ME ©

I just don’t understand, why would you do this to me, I can’t get my head straight, tell me what you mean. I’m so cold, I can’t feel the pain right now, and it’s fading away into another day. I don’t know what’s wrong with me, why I can’t get it right, and all this time I couldn’t see, that’s the truth because I’ve had enough and I’m giving up.

Tell me do you think it’s funny; tell me what you’re feeling, because I know I’ve been down this road before. Tell me the truth, this damn game is hurting me, I can’t believe you couldn’t just tell me the truth. Why do you put me through this, I’ve had enough and now I’m done.

I always worried I would die alone, be left here all on my own, I have broken the past to many times; I can’t pick up the pieces because the cuts are running dry. This pain is too much to bear, it just tears me apart, until there’s nothing left and I’m so upset. I just wish I hadn’t fallen in, I can’t get back up, and my legs are broken, along with my heart.

Tell me do you think it’s funny; tell me what you’re feeling, because I know I’ve been down this road before. Tell me the truth, this damn game is hurting me, I can’t believe you couldn’t just tell me the truth. Why do you put me through this, I’ve had enough and now I’m done.

I can’t even go back, to a memory of you and me. I don’t ever want to, I’m done with you. I’m a choice for life, so if it’s not your then please just tell me, save me this pain.

Tell me do you think it’s funny; tell me what you’re feeling, because I know I’ve been down this road before. Tell me the truth, this damn game is hurting me, I can’t believe you couldn’t just tell me the truth. Why do you put me through this, I’ve had enough and now I’m done.

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16 Years Ago

16 Years ago today i was born into a hard crule world, I'd just like to say thank you to all those special people in my life who have made it worth living. I am unable to say how grateful i am for everything you have done, words are just words but none could show how much i love you all. Thank you...

Stephanie

STEPHANIE ©

Stephanie can’t you see what I’m saying; I just hope you’ll understand. I ain’t got much to give to you, but all I’m saying is that I am. The one who wants to be with you and I hope one day ill pull through. Because one day is all I need to tell you how I feel.

No I can’t take this anymore, it just hurts so bad. No I can’t take this anymore; I just makes me feel so sad. I want to shout out to the world, weather the care or not. Stephanie please tell me, how you want me to be.

I could give you half of my heart, but it’s the whole that I give you. I can’t keep it back away, please just let me stay. Whether you break me down or build me up, I can never be enough, I can’t explain what I’m saying, I just wanted to let you know.

No I can’t take this anymore, it just hurts so bad. No I can’t take this anymore; I just makes me feel so sad. I want to shout out to the world, weather the care or not. Stephanie please tell me, how you want me to be.

If time was an object would you let it fly away with me, if I was alone would be with me. All I ever wanted was to let you know; all this time I didn’t know how to show.

No I can’t take this anymore, it just hurts so bad. No I can’t take this anymore; I just makes me feel so sad. I want to shout out to the world, weather the care or not. Stephanie please tell me, how you want me to be.

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Demo

http://kiwi6.com/file?id=5gw6y2z600

This is a demo for the song Stephanie witch i am writing, a apoligize for the bad quality.

Love The Rain

LOVE THE RAIN ©

If I had all the wealth and money in the world, I could never compare to you alone. If I could know how many grains of sand, were in this cruel world, the knowledge would be nothing without you. I’d do anything to be with you now, just standing here alone underneath the clouds.

And the rain will pour down on me, each drop not enough to express how I feel, the days go by so little done, but all the time now has gone. I will be here forever, in regret, I’m so upset I couldn’t tell you how I feel.

If I had fame beyond anyone else, that would send me to all I desired, nothing really would matter, and without you none of it would make sense. Don’t you see I just want to be with you, it’s all I ever wanted in my life. I just want to see you smile when you’re with me, because you will always mean so much to me.

And the rain will pour down on me, each drop not enough to express how I feel, the days go by so little done, but all the time now has gone. I will be here forever, in regret, I’m so upset I couldn’t tell you how I feel.

Ill give it all up, ill throw it all away, just let me have one chance. Ill give it all up, ill throw it all away, just please let me stay. Ill give it all up, ill throw it all away, just as long as you hear me say, ill give it all up, ill give it all away if you just let me see you for a day.

And the rain will pour down on me, each drop not enough to express how I feel, the days go by so little done, but all the time now has gone. I will be here forever, in regret, I’m so upset I couldn’t tell you how I feel.

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Work is work

Well it's November and that means end of year exams for me. Going to just be work work and more work for a while so sorry that ill be bussy till December 3rd. Striving for good marks in English and Geography.