Crazy!

If your one of those people that get like 3 weeks holiday over the whole year than I say good day to you beacuse 1 week holiday? This is rediculous, how can you work for 3 mounths and only have 1 week off??? (sigh) Oh well just have to say a shout out to all my frinds have a fab holiday anyway and will have pleanty of stories when I get back from the Freestae, well one atleast lol, cheers :)

Kerry

This is a song devoted to my freind Kerry who has been through thick and thin.  Hope you like it :)

KERRY ©

Watching from afar, to scared to encounter, never thought enough, never said enough either. Kerry I’ve always loved you, and everything about you, you mean so much to me. If I could ever explain it, if I could ever change it.

You’d be the only one for me, you’d be the one who I believe, you’d be the one who I dream of, and the one I would see. Every days the day I need you, and you should know that although, I never seem to show you, how much you mean to me. How much you mean to me.

Staring at the ceiling, all these things I’ve been feeling, I was kidding myself that I meant nothing at all. People told me I was crazy, insane and hazy, but I can’t control myself anymore. I though it was nothing, that I wanted to be something, but now I realize, I can see it in your eyes.

You’d be the only one for me, you’d be the one who I believe, you’d be the one who I dream of, and the one I would see. Every days the day I need you, and you should know that although, I never seem to show you, how much you mean to me. How much you mean to me.

Knowing that you are the one who I miss, in the night, blissfulness, in the dark I see. A light, in my dream, I dream of you, and all that you’ve been through, all that you’ve been through. But tonight, I’m going to fight, give everything just to see your face. But tonight, I’m going to fight, just so I can be with you, for one last time.

You’d be the only one for me, you’d be the one who I believe, you’d be the one who I dream of, and the one I would see. Every days the day I need you, and you should know that although, I never seem to show you, how much you mean to me. How much you mean to me.

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Wondering

I'm finding less and less time to write on this blog, but here's a new song and it's holidays soo so ill make shure to keep trying to turn out some new matireal :)

WONDERING ©

Starting to wonder, starting to feel, not much has changed, it seems so real. Gave up what I started, can’t hold back now, it’s departed just to understand. Just understand, that I’ve got something planned, got something planned for the end, starting to wonder, starting to feel, guess I thought that I was right. Never though it would change at all, never thought it would be the same, so long but now, I know.

If there’s ever something, where we though we were wrong, it really doesn’t matter, just as long as we call home. Now if there’s ever something, ever a doubt in your heart, just reach inside, take everything you’ve known. If there’s ever something, ever something you were unsure, just take my hand, just take my hand, and now, you will, haven known.

Going back now, was I a fool, for ever thinking, I could be with you. Going back now time washes away, thoughts are hurried; it’s just all I can say. You never know what you’ll find or what you’ve got inside, just let it out and shine like the sun. After all of this is gone, to a place where I belong, just let me know how you feel, let me know how you feel.

If there’s ever something, where we though we were wrong, it really doesn’t matter, just as long as we call home. Now if there’s ever something, ever a doubt in your heart, just reach inside, take everything you’ve known. If there’s ever something, ever something you were unsure, just take my hand, just take my hand, and now, you will, haven known.

If I could ever justify, I would never deny, what I did was never really me. I have done plenty wrong, but found a place where I belong, found myself the friends I really need. People, who accept me, never hurt or reject me, the ones who I trusted with it all. Even when you’re not with me, I’m still always going to be, around here and there, because you’re the only one for me. Now I know.

If there’s ever something, where we though we were wrong, it really doesn’t matter, just as long as we call home. Now if there’s ever something, ever a doubt in your heart, just reach inside, take everything you’ve known. If there’s ever something, ever something you were unsure, just take my hand, just take my hand, and now, you will, haven known.

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NEWS FEED!

Hey people whome ever like meatal or screamo music there is a really cool and upcoming band that has started, like thier page on facebook. Lights on Victoria.

As We Grow

AS WE GROW ©

We start off young, we learn to survive, strive for what were told is right, fall down and learn form our mistakes. Innocence if full of grace, on this earth an amazing place, god is there to catch us when we fall. As we grow and things they change, but one thing will always stay the same.

You are and always will be, the person you were meant to be, the one who always guides through your life. The destiny and the story, the love and ever lasting glory. You will always be the child of the Lord.

Now the time is changing, and although it’s tough and painful, we grow stronger and stronger everyday. Broken hearts collide and you feel dead inside but you just keep on moving on. As we grow and things they change, but one thing will always stay the same.

  

You are and always will be, the person you were meant to be, the one who always guides through your life. The destiny and the story, the love and ever lasting glory. You will always be the child of the Lord.

Look at you now, you’ve made it through, the world is now up to you. Take this chance, and make a change, know that things will never be the same. Strive and fight, with all your might, become the one who you want to be. As we grow and things they change, but one thing will always stay the same.

You are and always will be, the person you were meant to be, the one who always guides through your life. The destiny and the story, the love and ever lasting glory. You will always be the child of the Lord.

You’ve reached the end, down heaven sent, now you’re finally done and you’re through, it’s on thing I’ve learnt, in this life that no matter what happens you’ll soon know in spite, of the end, goodbye my friend, go now and be with him our god. As we grow and things they change, but one thing will always stay the same.

You are and always will be, the person you were meant to be, the one who always guides through your life. The destiny and the story, the love and ever lasting glory. You will always be the child of the Lord.

You will always be, the child, of, the Lord.

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Back Again

BACK AGAIN ©

It’s been so many years now, I can’t believe how long it’s been; I feel like we have lost our way, I feel like nothings the same anymore. Because you are the only one, because you shine brighter than the sun. Because you’re back again, I can’t deny how I felt, because your back again, I’m pretty sure you feel the same about me.

I just want to hold on to you, I just want to see things through, no matter where my life takes me; I know you’re the only one, for me. I just want to hold on to you, I just want to see things through, no matter where my life takes me; I know you’re the only one, for me.

It’s been so many years now, I can’t believe how long it’s been; I’ve been missing you, I feel the burning inside of me. I just want to hold you in my arms and never let you go, how else can I let you know. Because you’re back again, I can’t deny how I felt, because your back again, I’m pretty sure you feel the same about me.

I just want to hold on to you, I just want to see things through, no matter where my life takes me; I know you’re the only one, for me. I just want to hold on to you, I just want to see things through, no matter where my life takes me; I know you’re the only one, for me.

It’s been so many years now, I can’t believe how long it’s been; the times we were together, I will cherish always and forever. Even when we talked, when you didn’t know how I feel, I still saved every second that we were together. . Because you’re back again, I can’t deny how I felt, because your back again, I’m pretty sure you feel the same about me.

I just want to hold on to you, I just want to see things through, no matter where my life takes me; I know you’re the only one, for me. I just want to hold on to you, I just want to see things through, no matter where my life takes me; I know you’re the only one, for me.

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Time Flies

Things have neen super busy, but i'm proud to announce i have started writing again today so my first song of 2011 is here!!!!!

Time, Events and Stuff

Wow it's been a while since my last blog, here is a brief update...
Back to School grade 10 work=hard work, extra stuff=Awesome.
Life has been good, been about 10 mounths now of playing guitar so well on my way, will be continuing to write new songs from the end of Febuary. Will start recording full songs once I get the equipment plz anyone who knows where i can lend or use some recording equipment let me know. I guess all is back to normal again, typical teenage problems in life, obsessions, issues, longings ect...
Hopefully some will happen others doubt it but keeping the hopes alive...

This is me sighning out...