Holidays

Well waht can I say? Holidays a happy time of relaxation... I can't say I have made much progress but it's not like anyone cares anyway. I should be enjoying myself withch I am on ocasion but honestly this same emptyness still hants me so I just wonder on the same as always. Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year to all...

Free From Life

FREE FROM LIFE ©

Striving for the best, trying so hard, all I do I try to impress, the ones who keep judging me. Striving to achieve, the things I fight, ill live out the rest, every day and night. But now I am calm, hart at rest, I’m finally free from these chains, there broken into pieces.

Broken pieces lie here, so cold but I couldn’t care, I’m finally free! I can breath life, all the things again, I am finally free!

Waiting for so long, I have forgotten what I’ve done, where I’m supposed to be, it’s all a mystery. Not knowing what I have, not knowing what I’ve got, I thought about it so many days ago, I thought about it a lot. Nothing I can remember, but now I’m free, what dose it mean?

Broken pieces lie here, so cold but I couldn’t care, I’m finally free! I can breath life, all the things again, I am finally free!

I’m finally free, from these chains, the bleeding has stopped, and my soul can heal. Although it’s strange, not having to fight, it’s alright, but the regret is still hurting me. This change is all so new, I don’t know what to do, but I’m free now so please tell me. What am I supposed to do, with these broken chains?

I am finally free!

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