Wednesday, September 29, 2010
Gone Fishing
Remember those days where you just drive up to the Berg and go Trout fishing, you catch absolutly nothing but love every second of it anyway beacuse you are there without a care in the world.
Monday, September 20, 2010
Let You Know
LET YOU KNOW ©
This is the last time, I will ever say. I can’t see strait, I don’t know where I’m going in life. We meet new people everyday, some are here just for a while, but all I’d like to know is weather you’d like to say goodbye before you go.
If the world was any smaller, I’m sure I’d be with you. If my mind was any clearer, I’d tell you the truth. If I had one day left on this earth, I’d say to you. If everything was clearer, I’d let you know.
The times fly by so fast, that sometimes I lose my way alone the lonely road. And everyday without you just bleeds away inside of me. If you didn’t have to leave, if you didn’t have to go, if you weren’t so far away, I know that I would let you know exactly how I feel.
If the world was any smaller, I’m sure I’d be with you. If my mind was any clearer, I’d tell you the truth. If I had one day left on this earth, I’d say to you. If everything was clearer, I’d let you know.
You said to me, if it was true and I said that baby I love you. You asked me if it was ok, that just for a little while longer that you’d like to stay, just for one more day. My heart is aching, I’m sorry that I can’t work things out. I’m so sorry that you have to go.
If the world was any smaller, I’m sure I’d be with you. If my mind was any clearer, I’d tell you the truth. If I had one day left on this earth, I’d say to you. If everything was clearer, I’d let you know.
I’d let you know just how I feel.
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Saturday, September 18, 2010
Thinking Of You and Lifetime Of Waiting
THINKING OF YOU ©
Staring at a blank ceiling, so many thoughts are flying through my mind. I’m so alone and so confused, all I hear are echo’s in the distance. The time so slow ticking away before my eyes, I don’t know what to do anymore.
Then I think about you and everything seems to get better in my life. I think about you and wish you here next to me. Then I think about you and I still wonder why I’m here in this place. Oh baby I’m still thinking of you everyday.
I can’t think strait anymore; so many thoughts of life are rushing through my brain. All I see is a blank ceiling; these thoughts are driving me insane. So many things pass me by without a thought and all this time I don’t know what I’ve been missing.
Then I think about you and everything seems to get better in my life. I think about you and wish you here next to me. Then I think about you and I still wonder why I’m here in this place. Oh baby I’m still thinking of you everyday.
Lying here, just lying here. No one but me, no one but me. But I still believe, I still believe. That one day will come and clarify a reason because all I need is a reason. But I know baby you’re the only one for me.
Then I think about you and everything seems to get better in my life. I think about you and wish you here next to me. Then I think about you and I still wonder why I’m here in this place. Oh baby I’m still thinking of you everyday.
You’re my lovely memory.
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LIFETIME OF WAITING ©
This is the day I’ve been waiting for my entire life, I don’t know what to expect. I have a feeling that I never felt before, it fills me up and consumes my soul. My instinct tells me that something’s different; my mind is telling me not to worry anymore. And now I know the time is rite to open up to you.
Life always works in strange way that we can never see. I know now how to say I believe it’s true because I live for you. You are the reason I’m here living out this life, I just I never have to say goodbye again.
It’s been so long I can’t even remember your face; memories have gone and only left emptiness. I hope one day I can live my life for you, do it the way I know you would like me to. And now I know the time is rite to open up to you.
Life always works in strange way that we can never see. I know now how to say I believe it’s true because I live for you. You are the reason I’m here living out this life, I just I never have to say goodbye again.
I don’t know much about you, I just hope you love me all the same because I love you, the pain and aching in my heart runs deep. Deeper than anything before, I just want you to know.
Life always works in strange way that we can never see. I know now how to say I believe it’s true because I live for you. You are the reason I’m here living out this life, I just I never have to say goodbye again.
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Friday, September 17, 2010
Coming Home
COMING HOME ©
Sorrow is now leading to its end of pain and struggle, the end is near and welcomed with open arms. All I ask is not to suffer any more; the end will come soon enough.
Finally one day of happiness, finally the sun shines through. Finally I can say what needs to be said; finally I can return to the place I call home.
In times of war pain and struggle, we fight the battle that wages on. I miss them all so much; I can’t believe how long it’s been. Now I’m on my way back, to return to this place I’ve been missing all these years.
Finally one day of happiness, finally the sun shines through. Finally I can say what needs to be said; finally I can return to the place I call home.
I lay down my weapon; I lay down my will to go on fighting. I lay down my life, I lay down my soul and I praise his name out to the sky.
Finally one day of happiness, finally the sun shines through. Finally I can say what needs to be said; finally I can return to the place I call home.
And praise out his name…
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Thursday, September 16, 2010
Through Windows
THROUGH WINDOWS ©
Droplets trickle down an icy window; standing here I don’t want to have to force it. I know even though I’m filled with sadness, that one day things will shine through. I am so cold; I can’t remember how it felt anymore.
And so I wait for you here, I wait for you here. Everything is so clear to me now, so clear to me now. I’ll wait for you till I see you again, see you again. So baby please I hope you can wait for me too, wait for me too please baby.
I’m standing staring through a window; I don’t even know how to feel anymore. I live for no one in the world but you, your essence surrounds me, suffocating me again and I can’t breathe any more. I just want you to know, I can’t remember how I feel any more.
And so I wait for you here, I wait for you here. Everything is so clear to me now, so clear to me now. I’ll wait for you till I see you again, see you again. So baby please I hope you can wait for me too, wait for me too please baby.
Although things have changed, I know one thing will always stay the same. There are so many ways I could say this to you but the easiest way is the truth. I just want to say baby I love you.
And so I wait for you here, I wait for you here. Everything is so clear to me now, so clear to me now. I’ll wait for you till I see you again, see you again. So baby please I hope you can wait for me too, wait for me too please baby.
I can’t remember how I feel anymore, but one thing is clear is that baby I love you…
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Wednesday, September 15, 2010
Feeling The Same
FEELING THE SAME ©
Sometimes a place we have always known to be a place where memories full my head. This place is not the same; so many things have changed, including you. I’d just like to let you know although things have changed, that the way I feel about you still stays the same.
These things in life always seem to change, but I know I will always feel the same. So many different things have happened, so many days gone by but I just want to let you know, I still feel the same way about you babe.
I still remember running through the grass, in the meadow on a hot summer’s day and wishing I was with you. I can still remember how you said that you didn’t love me but things were ok because I knew I would see you again. One day I will see you again.
These things in life always seem to change, but I know I will always feel the same. So many different things have happened, so many days gone by but I just want to let you know, I still feel the same way about you babe.
Now all that’s left of this place that was once filed with love and beauty are those memories of running through the grass. All that’s left is concrete cement, pavements surrounded by streets. There is nothing left but my feelings still stay the same, I can only feel your pain. But I just want to let you know.
These things in life always seem to change, but I know I will always feel the same. So many different things have happened, so many days gone by but I just want to let you know, I still feel the same way about you babe.
Still feel the same way about you.
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Tuesday, September 14, 2010
Remember Those Hot Summer Days?
Monday, September 13, 2010
Maxine and Look In The Mirror
Maxine is a good friend of mine who has been through a tough life. I wrote this song for her just to let her know there's still hope and to never give up. The second song is just a angy one to get the fustration out a bit cause we all need to do that sometimes.
MAXINE ©
Oh Maxine we all know how tough things have been, Oh Maxine we all know how things appear to be, but I know the hardest times in life can always be distant memories cause when you have your friends to help you back when you fall down the whole world just keeps spinning around.
Maxine we will always be here for you through the tough time you were put through hell and back. Maxine we will make sure your friends are always here for you because if we weren’t I’m sure we’d regret losing you.
Maxine I can not say I know how you feel because I have always had hard time but none like yours. If I had one last thing to pray for before I left it would be that things would get better for you, because we all know this pain you’re going through.
Maxine we will always be here for you through the tough time you were put through hell and back. Maxine we will make sure your friends are always here for you because if we weren’t I’m sure we’d regret losing you.
Maxine you’re a life time friend even though we met so few days had gone when I knew how much it would last because the last time I saw you, you seemed so happy without a care in the world. So I say to you hang on because I know you’ll pull through.
Maxine we will always be here for you through the tough time you were put through hell and back. Maxine we will make sure your friends are always here for you because if we weren’t I’m sure we’d regret losing you.
Oh Maxine please just hold on for one more day.
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LOOK IN THE MIRROR ©
There were so many different ways in witch I could say I’m sorry to you but you didn’t want to hear the first word I said. To you, you think this whole thing is just some sick game and I’m supposed to be the reff for it. But no I will not play these games with you, oh no I will not play my part, in these silly little games you play. So for the last time ill shout it out to you, this is the last time I will say.
I am sorry but I can’t help you in these silly little games that you play. Look at yourself se what you’ve become like a monster lurking in the dark. I am sorry for the last time I will not help you anymore if all I am is treated this way. Look in the mirror and see what you’ve become like a monster lurking in the dark.
Why can’t you just accept the things they are instead of lying your way through to get everything you want in life, it’s just not rite so please stop before it’s too late. I want to say I’m sorry and help you through these times in life but it ain’t that easy when you fighting with me all the time. So this is the last time ill say I’m sorry and play these silly little games.
I am sorry but I can’t help you in these silly little games that you play. Look at yourself se what you’ve become like a monster lurking in the dark. I am sorry for the last time I will not help you anymore if all I am is treated this way. Look in the mirror and see what you’ve become like a monster lurking in the dark.
Just look in the mirror and see what you’ve become.
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MAXINE ©
Oh Maxine we all know how tough things have been, Oh Maxine we all know how things appear to be, but I know the hardest times in life can always be distant memories cause when you have your friends to help you back when you fall down the whole world just keeps spinning around.
Maxine we will always be here for you through the tough time you were put through hell and back. Maxine we will make sure your friends are always here for you because if we weren’t I’m sure we’d regret losing you.
Maxine I can not say I know how you feel because I have always had hard time but none like yours. If I had one last thing to pray for before I left it would be that things would get better for you, because we all know this pain you’re going through.
Maxine we will always be here for you through the tough time you were put through hell and back. Maxine we will make sure your friends are always here for you because if we weren’t I’m sure we’d regret losing you.
Maxine you’re a life time friend even though we met so few days had gone when I knew how much it would last because the last time I saw you, you seemed so happy without a care in the world. So I say to you hang on because I know you’ll pull through.
Maxine we will always be here for you through the tough time you were put through hell and back. Maxine we will make sure your friends are always here for you because if we weren’t I’m sure we’d regret losing you.
Oh Maxine please just hold on for one more day.
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LOOK IN THE MIRROR ©
There were so many different ways in witch I could say I’m sorry to you but you didn’t want to hear the first word I said. To you, you think this whole thing is just some sick game and I’m supposed to be the reff for it. But no I will not play these games with you, oh no I will not play my part, in these silly little games you play. So for the last time ill shout it out to you, this is the last time I will say.
I am sorry but I can’t help you in these silly little games that you play. Look at yourself se what you’ve become like a monster lurking in the dark. I am sorry for the last time I will not help you anymore if all I am is treated this way. Look in the mirror and see what you’ve become like a monster lurking in the dark.
Why can’t you just accept the things they are instead of lying your way through to get everything you want in life, it’s just not rite so please stop before it’s too late. I want to say I’m sorry and help you through these times in life but it ain’t that easy when you fighting with me all the time. So this is the last time ill say I’m sorry and play these silly little games.
I am sorry but I can’t help you in these silly little games that you play. Look at yourself se what you’ve become like a monster lurking in the dark. I am sorry for the last time I will not help you anymore if all I am is treated this way. Look in the mirror and see what you’ve become like a monster lurking in the dark.
Just look in the mirror and see what you’ve become.
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Sunday, September 12, 2010
Summer Days and Light In My Heart
SUMMER DAYS ©
Life just as it was, sitting by the pool, with an ice cold kiss of water that flows through me. I can still remember those hot summer days they pass you by each time better than the last. So I would sing to her those memories as a lullaby to rest her soul, while I grew old alone.
It’s those days by the beach, playing in the sand, crashing through the waves, and some times just floating away. It’s those summer days that always end in happiness and those days we spend with the ones we love cause we have each other now. Just a plain old summer day.
Living them all to the fullest as I recall, and now I know I can never be the same again. I’m lying here in this bed, by myself alone I will leave this earth, and all I wish is for another one of those plain old summer days.
It’s those days by the beach, playing in the sand, crashing through the waves, and some times just floating away. It’s those summer days that always end in happiness and those days we spend with the ones we love cause we have each other now. Just a plain old summer day.
And now before I say goodbye, the tears are rolling down through my eye’s please I beg just remember me just the same as those plain old summer days.
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LIGHT IN MY HEART ©
Baby every time I look around and see your face I love you more and more each time, I know how I know I ever felt this way. So what do you say now I’m here again staring in your eyes I can believe anything I want to but. I know the truth that you’re the only one for me so I say please take me back cause I know you want me back to.
Cause baby you the only one under the shining sun in my heart, now all that’s left is you shadow, your shadow. Cause baby all I need in my life is you cause you’re the one that makes it complete.
Now I know ill have to say goodbye for the last time. Know I know I’m sure ill miss you cause I miss everything you do. Please I said I’m sorry just want you to forgive me. So before you go at least leave without us being enemies.
Cause baby you the only one under the shining sun in my heart, now all that’s left is you shadow, your shadow. Cause baby all I need in my life is you cause you’re the one that makes it complete.
So this time it fades away, just left a gap between this place, but memories will still full me with happiness and I will never forget the love we shared. So happiness will replace this space and you love and grace will flow through, even though I won’t be with you there will always be a place here for you.
Cause baby you the only one under the shining sun in my heart, now all that’s left is you shadow, your shadow. Cause baby all I need in my life is you cause you’re the one that makes it complete.
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Life just as it was, sitting by the pool, with an ice cold kiss of water that flows through me. I can still remember those hot summer days they pass you by each time better than the last. So I would sing to her those memories as a lullaby to rest her soul, while I grew old alone.
It’s those days by the beach, playing in the sand, crashing through the waves, and some times just floating away. It’s those summer days that always end in happiness and those days we spend with the ones we love cause we have each other now. Just a plain old summer day.
Living them all to the fullest as I recall, and now I know I can never be the same again. I’m lying here in this bed, by myself alone I will leave this earth, and all I wish is for another one of those plain old summer days.
It’s those days by the beach, playing in the sand, crashing through the waves, and some times just floating away. It’s those summer days that always end in happiness and those days we spend with the ones we love cause we have each other now. Just a plain old summer day.
And now before I say goodbye, the tears are rolling down through my eye’s please I beg just remember me just the same as those plain old summer days.
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LIGHT IN MY HEART ©
Baby every time I look around and see your face I love you more and more each time, I know how I know I ever felt this way. So what do you say now I’m here again staring in your eyes I can believe anything I want to but. I know the truth that you’re the only one for me so I say please take me back cause I know you want me back to.
Cause baby you the only one under the shining sun in my heart, now all that’s left is you shadow, your shadow. Cause baby all I need in my life is you cause you’re the one that makes it complete.
Now I know ill have to say goodbye for the last time. Know I know I’m sure ill miss you cause I miss everything you do. Please I said I’m sorry just want you to forgive me. So before you go at least leave without us being enemies.
Cause baby you the only one under the shining sun in my heart, now all that’s left is you shadow, your shadow. Cause baby all I need in my life is you cause you’re the one that makes it complete.
So this time it fades away, just left a gap between this place, but memories will still full me with happiness and I will never forget the love we shared. So happiness will replace this space and you love and grace will flow through, even though I won’t be with you there will always be a place here for you.
Cause baby you the only one under the shining sun in my heart, now all that’s left is you shadow, your shadow. Cause baby all I need in my life is you cause you’re the one that makes it complete.
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Saturday, September 11, 2010
My Recent Songs
IT’S TIME TO LIVE ©
I remember the day, oh I do I do, I remember how I use to be the one just sitting there, without my friends, the one I love, a reject in society, now I’m strong, I’m popular and now it’s time to live up this party now. Life is a party there ain’t no other way to say it, just smile just smile. Life is a party there ain’t no other way to say it cause you know it’s time to live.
Just jump like there’s not tomorrow, just jump and leave it all behind.
Just jump like there’s no more sorrow, just jump and mosh away with me.
The music it flows through my veins, the music it driving me insane.
The music is all I need when life is a party life is a party now.
Now I’m here with you, it’s all I ever wanted, now I know it’s right to say that I will never forget you. Oh I know it’s true I will never forget how you pulled me up again and how I feel like it would never end, so I hope you stay with me and jump with me cause life is a party.
Just jump like there’s not tomorrow, just jump and leave it all behind.
Just jump like there’s no more sorrow, just jump and mosh away with me.
The music it flows through my veins, the music it driving me insane.
The music is all I need when life is a party life is a party now.
Just Jump.
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LIFE WILL PREVAIL ©
No matter how hard I try, I can only satisfy myself in my own to the life is what I need. No one ever looks at the positives in life only the pain inside. So now I strive to be someone who one day, can pass my life just as a test within itself.
So life it will prevail, past the time has gone so they will live on, in each other.
So life it will prevail, and in itself a life I will always live.
This satisfaction will now become rejection, in a past that has past I can’t remember anymore. It’s all a blur cause I know I won’t speak for myself anymore. Finally it’s time to see now how I know I can’t fail and I will prevail.
So life it will prevail, past the time has gone so they will live on, in each other.
So life it will prevail, and in itself a life I will always live.
Nothing really matter’s any more as the pain falls away and I have to live life on my own as usual, I’m left alone with only with a blur in my head, I rest on my bed as this is the last time I will save for another day because I know my life will prevail.
So life it will prevail, past the time has gone so they will live on, in each other.
So life it will prevail, and in itself a life I will always live.
I know I will prevail…
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CHRISTINE ©
Oh Christine don’t worry I’m sure it will all be alright, Christine please don’t cry now I just can’t bare the sight of your unhappiness. And if you ever feel like you’re going to struggle in this life, just remember we will be here forever.
And you know that we will never leave you, and I know you’ll never be alone because I think you’re beautiful, I think you’re wonderful and I know I’m not alone. I think everything about you is so unique and a time I know they will see how wonderful you can be oh Christine.
Christine please don’t under mind your self because we both now you’ve had to struggle all your life, but If I could I know I would do everything to make you feel happy because when you are I am to, oh Christine please hang on, just hang on and I know it will all be alright.
And you know that we will never leave you, and I know you’ll never be alone because I think you’re beautiful, I think you’re wonderful and I know I’m not alone. I think everything about you is so unique and a time I know they will see how wonderful you can be oh Christine.
Christine just remember you will always have us, just remember we will always be here for you and only you because when we have a friend like you we have another view of life and to lose that would be like a lost part of me. Oh Christine stay safe and we will be here for you.
And you know that we will never leave you, and I know you’ll never be alone because I think you’re beautiful, I think you’re wonderful and I know I’m not alone. I think everything about you is so unique and a time I know they will see how wonderful you can be oh Christine.
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I remember the day, oh I do I do, I remember how I use to be the one just sitting there, without my friends, the one I love, a reject in society, now I’m strong, I’m popular and now it’s time to live up this party now. Life is a party there ain’t no other way to say it, just smile just smile. Life is a party there ain’t no other way to say it cause you know it’s time to live.
Just jump like there’s not tomorrow, just jump and leave it all behind.
Just jump like there’s no more sorrow, just jump and mosh away with me.
The music it flows through my veins, the music it driving me insane.
The music is all I need when life is a party life is a party now.
Now I’m here with you, it’s all I ever wanted, now I know it’s right to say that I will never forget you. Oh I know it’s true I will never forget how you pulled me up again and how I feel like it would never end, so I hope you stay with me and jump with me cause life is a party.
Just jump like there’s not tomorrow, just jump and leave it all behind.
Just jump like there’s no more sorrow, just jump and mosh away with me.
The music it flows through my veins, the music it driving me insane.
The music is all I need when life is a party life is a party now.
Just Jump.
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LIFE WILL PREVAIL ©
No matter how hard I try, I can only satisfy myself in my own to the life is what I need. No one ever looks at the positives in life only the pain inside. So now I strive to be someone who one day, can pass my life just as a test within itself.
So life it will prevail, past the time has gone so they will live on, in each other.
So life it will prevail, and in itself a life I will always live.
This satisfaction will now become rejection, in a past that has past I can’t remember anymore. It’s all a blur cause I know I won’t speak for myself anymore. Finally it’s time to see now how I know I can’t fail and I will prevail.
So life it will prevail, past the time has gone so they will live on, in each other.
So life it will prevail, and in itself a life I will always live.
Nothing really matter’s any more as the pain falls away and I have to live life on my own as usual, I’m left alone with only with a blur in my head, I rest on my bed as this is the last time I will save for another day because I know my life will prevail.
So life it will prevail, past the time has gone so they will live on, in each other.
So life it will prevail, and in itself a life I will always live.
I know I will prevail…
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CHRISTINE ©
Oh Christine don’t worry I’m sure it will all be alright, Christine please don’t cry now I just can’t bare the sight of your unhappiness. And if you ever feel like you’re going to struggle in this life, just remember we will be here forever.
And you know that we will never leave you, and I know you’ll never be alone because I think you’re beautiful, I think you’re wonderful and I know I’m not alone. I think everything about you is so unique and a time I know they will see how wonderful you can be oh Christine.
Christine please don’t under mind your self because we both now you’ve had to struggle all your life, but If I could I know I would do everything to make you feel happy because when you are I am to, oh Christine please hang on, just hang on and I know it will all be alright.
And you know that we will never leave you, and I know you’ll never be alone because I think you’re beautiful, I think you’re wonderful and I know I’m not alone. I think everything about you is so unique and a time I know they will see how wonderful you can be oh Christine.
Christine just remember you will always have us, just remember we will always be here for you and only you because when we have a friend like you we have another view of life and to lose that would be like a lost part of me. Oh Christine stay safe and we will be here for you.
And you know that we will never leave you, and I know you’ll never be alone because I think you’re beautiful, I think you’re wonderful and I know I’m not alone. I think everything about you is so unique and a time I know they will see how wonderful you can be oh Christine.
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My Songs
BEFORE I SAY GOODBYE ©
Sitting here with a blank expression on your face. I’m feeling like I don’t belong in this place. They called me out said I was a disgrace. And now I know ill never leave your side.
Cause it’s just you and me, I wanna believe that we never have to say goodbye.
By my side I wish you were here oh and all you are I hold close dear.
From the outside I feel regret, your so upset now I say I’m sorry. I want to care and keep you here forever. All I ask is for a chance to see you again.
Before we say goodbye.
Cause it’s just you and me, I wanna believe that we never have to say goodbye.
By my side I wish you were here oh and all you are I hold close dear.
Before I say goodbye.
Just before I say goodbye. ] x2
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EMZ SONG ©
I used to feel alive.
I used to feel the pain.
But now that time has gone.
And now I feel the same.
Now I know the time is right to see into her eyes
Her love and grace will shine right through the skies
There’s no other way for me to say just how I feel
Just as long as that I know our love is still real.
From my grace I will praise unto you
Do everything I know you want me to.
Know I know in time to see through the light inside of me
From the times I feel it’s time to show some pride in time.
All I just ask for is your love and compassion
And now I promise to you it’s true.
Now I know the time is right to see into her eyes
Her love and grace will shine right through the skies
There’s no other way for me to say just how I feel
Just as long as that I know our love is still real.
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END OF THE HEART ©
Lost it all again, times are changing now, how we’ve seen before, from times again.
And now to this, how far we’ve come, to how the end of the world, has begun.
I reflect back when I saw her face and her love lost in an open grace. I now see how it was and how it begun, so now the end of the world is done.
And now I see how I missed you so, further near, as white as snow, but it’s over now and I’m all alone, I would give my life, and all my hope, just to see you again before the end of the world.
And so in time x2
And so in time I have fought for your love again.
And so in time x2
I have fought to save our loving times.
And so in time x2
I feel your love again.
As journeys pass you by, you hear stories of losses and sacrifice.
Again I know not how to feel, or even know if it is, real.
I’m lost again, as when before, I met you, and all your love.
And now I know, I have to go and save our lost love, save our last love, save the one love…
And now it’s done, we’ve all but passed, there is no more.
And all that’s left is a memory, of how our love used to be…
Of how our love used to be…
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FEEL LIKE I BELONG ©
All the times, they were so fine, as sufficient as they could ever be. So now I strive, to fight again, for somewhere I belong. I shout and bleed, pull me back, and say this is the last time you’ll believe.
Now I say I will save my strength for another day. All the days I make it through, the war wages on. I always wish the war was worth fighting for, but I aint got a say in all of this. So I think about you every day and I feel like I belong.
Somehow I know, somehow I feel, somehow I close the door cause I don’t believe it’s real.
Sometimes I wait, sometimes I cry, sometimes I feel the pain that bleeds inside.
Somehow I know, somehow I feel, somehow I close the door cause I don’t believe it’s real.
Sometimes I wait, sometimes I cry, sometimes I feel the pain that bleeds inside.
Sometimes we forget who we are inside, pretending to be someone else all the time and now I know that I still strive to wipe them from the skies, the war wages on so I plead out why. Why we fight it on and burn them all, so many days have gone since then. So I think about you every day and I feel like I belong.
Somehow I know, somehow I feel, somehow I close the door cause I don’t believe it’s real.
Sometimes I wait, sometimes I cry, sometimes I feel the pain that bleeds inside.
Feel like I belong.
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FROM WITHIN ©
I hear the echo’s of a past passing by from the times I bleed inside. Redemption and acceptation of my life is what I live for and strive. I think of you, I think of me and the ways of how I use to be. Time will change, we will prevail, from inside, I know I will find, a life lost within.
From within, I will strive.
From within, I feel alive.
From within, my life is real.
From within, I will feel.
We fight the struggle and strive, we fight for survival in our lives, we will fight and will prevail, we will never surrender to them. And inside a life once lost now found a purpose to believe; in what I do I need a reason, just to carry on each day.
From within, I will strive.
From within, I feel alive.
From within, my life is real.
From within, I will feel.
The end of it has come and now a purpose I lack, I live to serve and fight the battle and when they attack, I strive to only be the victory to my peers, my leaders, they will see.
From within, they shall see.
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JESSY’S SONG ©
Jessy, you know, I know, that we can always be a fight and fight a lot.
I know that I know for the truth is always, there between the spaces, we have made for each others love. Cause you know, how I want you so bad that it even sometimes makes me feel sad. I feel like it ain’t even real but I know it’s time to step up and show to you who I can be.
Jessy moo, there’s no way to say just how it is.
Jessy moo, there’s no other way for me to say it’s true.
Jessy moo, oh I love you.
Jessy moo, please don’t fall right through.
I can see us now, you and you’re your games are pulling me in.
I can see how I was like a man without a life, and then you were there.
I just stood and stared, the way you said it, it made me feel alive.
Now inside the life I always dreamed it, I never knew before I felt it.
Jessy moo, there’s no way to say just how it is.
Jessy moo, there’s no other way for me to say it’s true.
Jessy moo, oh I love you.
Jessy moo, please don’t fall right through.
Now the time is flying by and all I can do is take what’s mine.
I wish it didn’t have to be this way, but I’m sorry I just got to say.
Your wonderful, Your beautiful, you’re the one for me oh Jessy.
I reflect back on in life, see what I have achieved as a champion but I’m only a champion because of you and all you do.
Oh Jessy you know it’s true the way I feel about you.
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LETTERS TO YOU ©
I can say many things, I can tell you a lot about me. I just want to say how you are, where you from, cause after I saw you I felt like I couldn’t believe my life was real. And now I write this to you, I just wanna learn your name.
Oh I know, I wish I knew who you are.
Oh I know, I wish I knew her name it’s driving me insane.
Oh I know, I wish I knew who you are.
Oh I know, I wish I knew her name it’s driving me insane.
I could tell you different stories, I could tell you how life has mistreated me but I just want you to be happy. Just want you to have a life better than mine.
Oh I know, I wish I knew who you are.
Oh I know, I wish I knew her name it’s driving me insane.
Now again, I feel like I’ve had a relapse, I’m going to collapse to the ground and I feel so sound safe as I have ever been before. So I dream of you, I wish I knew your name. Oh baby I love you.
Oh I know, I wish I knew who you are.
Oh I know, I wish I knew her name it’s driving me insane.
Oh baby I love you.
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LETTING GO ©
What did I do to end up again as if before I felt so strong all again.
And yet they say how long the day the day I feel so strong and young again.
And in this life ill know ill feel that my time will reveal.
As the day beyond the grave thus from the day we ask for forgiveness and the time we feel we will certainly know.
[(When you love someone) x2, you just gotta learn] x2, to let them go.
And all the times again I feel your love.
And all what I said had no meaning underneath.
And like the grave again, bound by chains all alone. I long to be free and feel your love again cause…
[(When you love someone) x2, you just gotta learn] x2, to let them go.
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LOVED LONELY ©
(Intro)
There was once a time in my life when I felt her presence within me and her love flourishing amongst me, but now that time is gone, so I sing for you this song.
What do we do when all we see, reminds me, of loving times that we shared back then.
What do we do when all we see, reminds me, how much we cared and loved those times now.
What we say is what we mean, to lovingly, show each other how much we care right now.
What it means to be alive, and feel the life, how to feel so loved lonely.
So loved lonely x6.
And there were those times when we forgot, to feel each others arms rapped around us.
And there were those times where we had seen, not to know each others lives between.
Until ours.
Until our lives intertwined.
So loved lonely x5.
To feel so, loved, lonely.
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LOST IN A DREAM ©
Lost in a dream, I felt so wrong, have I forgotten how I got this far, and the time I’m now, I’m holding on, tight begging someone shout help me.
From times we shout to save their lives, from times we see into each others eyes, and now in time, were lost again, hoping someone will save me now.
Lost in a dream as I recall, far in a land were life has gone, and now in time, we’ve lost again, shout out to someone to save me now.
And these times we felt so unwanted and hated right now, rejected from piers and put aside, but I’m taking a stand now, will you join me in this, fight for what we will rightly deserve.
Someone better save me now, from these hated memories, help now I’m suffering, from a love lost from in side of me.
And all the times are changing, further form the truth and all, we do is stand and pass it by as if, but there they are just laughing, and pointing at us, mocking how much we have failed, in time all again.
Someone better save me now, from these hated memories, help now I’m suffering, from a love lost from in side of me.
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SARAH’S SONG ©
Sarah oh I wish I could have seen the day, they that’s now so far away, and all these times I sit and pray oh Sara.
From a life once lived past has come and gone so now I burst out in song to you. Oh Sarah how I miss your face, you love and overflowing grace. Oh Sarah pleas don’t go.
Cause you know how I feel about you and you know ill pull trough.
And the sands of love will part through the bleeding of my heart.
And now it’s time to say goodbye to you my love.
There’s no other way to say it.
Sarah, look at me now, see in my eyes.
Now the time has come again, so I say good bye for the last time. I know in side it may seem that all is lost but Sarah pleas don’t forget me. I will always remember you and you love shining through is all who I want to be is someone, so Sarah please stay with me.
Cause you know how I feel about you and you know ill pull trough.
And the sands of love will part through the bleeding of my heart.
And now it’s time to say goodbye to you my love.
There’s no other way to say it.
Sarah, look at me now, see in my eyes.
Look at you Sarah; I can’t believe your face.
Look at you Sarah; you don’t want to leave this place.
Look at you Sarah; the tears are rolling down your face.
Look at you Sarah; you don’t want to leave this place.
Cause you know how I feel about you and you know ill pull trough.
And the sands of love will part through the bleeding of my heart.
And now it’s time to say goodbye to you my love.
There’s no other way to say it.
Sarah, look at me now, see in my eyes.
So my last goodbye is gone, witch is why I sing this song.
Sarah x4
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WITH FRIEND LIKE THESE ©
Every time I fall down a pain consumes my fate, I feel like I don’t belong here in this place where I am opening. My life feel like a mistake cause I don’t even know where I came from or where I’m going. Please someone help me cause you know just how I feel.
When I fall down, they pick me up I wipe this blood and dust from my face. When I feel sad, when I have sinned they always stand by me and make me feel like. I know with friends like these there are no tasks inside in fate I feel like my friends will decide. My fate is on the line but with friends like there I know ill make it trough.
So many times I have felt this way before, to scared to show how I felt inside. Now it’s too late to say I’m sorry now, having betrayed them so unconsciously. I wanna feel like I can be the person I should be, just like my friends who protected me and know I feel like I’ve lost a part of me so I stand alone so long I forget what I need.
When I fall down, they pick me up I wipe this blood and dust from my face. When I feel sad, when I have sinned they always stand by me and make me feel like. I know with friends like these there are no tasks inside in fate I feel like my friends will decide. My fate is on the line but with friends like there I know ill make it trough.
With friends like these who needs anyone else except myself and now I know what’s right to do without you so I beg not to lose you please. Without people like you, without friends like these.
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Sitting here with a blank expression on your face. I’m feeling like I don’t belong in this place. They called me out said I was a disgrace. And now I know ill never leave your side.
Cause it’s just you and me, I wanna believe that we never have to say goodbye.
By my side I wish you were here oh and all you are I hold close dear.
From the outside I feel regret, your so upset now I say I’m sorry. I want to care and keep you here forever. All I ask is for a chance to see you again.
Before we say goodbye.
Cause it’s just you and me, I wanna believe that we never have to say goodbye.
By my side I wish you were here oh and all you are I hold close dear.
Before I say goodbye.
Just before I say goodbye. ] x2
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EMZ SONG ©
I used to feel alive.
I used to feel the pain.
But now that time has gone.
And now I feel the same.
Now I know the time is right to see into her eyes
Her love and grace will shine right through the skies
There’s no other way for me to say just how I feel
Just as long as that I know our love is still real.
From my grace I will praise unto you
Do everything I know you want me to.
Know I know in time to see through the light inside of me
From the times I feel it’s time to show some pride in time.
All I just ask for is your love and compassion
And now I promise to you it’s true.
Now I know the time is right to see into her eyes
Her love and grace will shine right through the skies
There’s no other way for me to say just how I feel
Just as long as that I know our love is still real.
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END OF THE HEART ©
Lost it all again, times are changing now, how we’ve seen before, from times again.
And now to this, how far we’ve come, to how the end of the world, has begun.
I reflect back when I saw her face and her love lost in an open grace. I now see how it was and how it begun, so now the end of the world is done.
And now I see how I missed you so, further near, as white as snow, but it’s over now and I’m all alone, I would give my life, and all my hope, just to see you again before the end of the world.
And so in time x2
And so in time I have fought for your love again.
And so in time x2
I have fought to save our loving times.
And so in time x2
I feel your love again.
As journeys pass you by, you hear stories of losses and sacrifice.
Again I know not how to feel, or even know if it is, real.
I’m lost again, as when before, I met you, and all your love.
And now I know, I have to go and save our lost love, save our last love, save the one love…
And now it’s done, we’ve all but passed, there is no more.
And all that’s left is a memory, of how our love used to be…
Of how our love used to be…
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FEEL LIKE I BELONG ©
All the times, they were so fine, as sufficient as they could ever be. So now I strive, to fight again, for somewhere I belong. I shout and bleed, pull me back, and say this is the last time you’ll believe.
Now I say I will save my strength for another day. All the days I make it through, the war wages on. I always wish the war was worth fighting for, but I aint got a say in all of this. So I think about you every day and I feel like I belong.
Somehow I know, somehow I feel, somehow I close the door cause I don’t believe it’s real.
Sometimes I wait, sometimes I cry, sometimes I feel the pain that bleeds inside.
Somehow I know, somehow I feel, somehow I close the door cause I don’t believe it’s real.
Sometimes I wait, sometimes I cry, sometimes I feel the pain that bleeds inside.
Sometimes we forget who we are inside, pretending to be someone else all the time and now I know that I still strive to wipe them from the skies, the war wages on so I plead out why. Why we fight it on and burn them all, so many days have gone since then. So I think about you every day and I feel like I belong.
Somehow I know, somehow I feel, somehow I close the door cause I don’t believe it’s real.
Sometimes I wait, sometimes I cry, sometimes I feel the pain that bleeds inside.
Feel like I belong.
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FROM WITHIN ©
I hear the echo’s of a past passing by from the times I bleed inside. Redemption and acceptation of my life is what I live for and strive. I think of you, I think of me and the ways of how I use to be. Time will change, we will prevail, from inside, I know I will find, a life lost within.
From within, I will strive.
From within, I feel alive.
From within, my life is real.
From within, I will feel.
We fight the struggle and strive, we fight for survival in our lives, we will fight and will prevail, we will never surrender to them. And inside a life once lost now found a purpose to believe; in what I do I need a reason, just to carry on each day.
From within, I will strive.
From within, I feel alive.
From within, my life is real.
From within, I will feel.
The end of it has come and now a purpose I lack, I live to serve and fight the battle and when they attack, I strive to only be the victory to my peers, my leaders, they will see.
From within, they shall see.
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JESSY’S SONG ©
Jessy, you know, I know, that we can always be a fight and fight a lot.
I know that I know for the truth is always, there between the spaces, we have made for each others love. Cause you know, how I want you so bad that it even sometimes makes me feel sad. I feel like it ain’t even real but I know it’s time to step up and show to you who I can be.
Jessy moo, there’s no way to say just how it is.
Jessy moo, there’s no other way for me to say it’s true.
Jessy moo, oh I love you.
Jessy moo, please don’t fall right through.
I can see us now, you and you’re your games are pulling me in.
I can see how I was like a man without a life, and then you were there.
I just stood and stared, the way you said it, it made me feel alive.
Now inside the life I always dreamed it, I never knew before I felt it.
Jessy moo, there’s no way to say just how it is.
Jessy moo, there’s no other way for me to say it’s true.
Jessy moo, oh I love you.
Jessy moo, please don’t fall right through.
Now the time is flying by and all I can do is take what’s mine.
I wish it didn’t have to be this way, but I’m sorry I just got to say.
Your wonderful, Your beautiful, you’re the one for me oh Jessy.
I reflect back on in life, see what I have achieved as a champion but I’m only a champion because of you and all you do.
Oh Jessy you know it’s true the way I feel about you.
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LETTERS TO YOU ©
I can say many things, I can tell you a lot about me. I just want to say how you are, where you from, cause after I saw you I felt like I couldn’t believe my life was real. And now I write this to you, I just wanna learn your name.
Oh I know, I wish I knew who you are.
Oh I know, I wish I knew her name it’s driving me insane.
Oh I know, I wish I knew who you are.
Oh I know, I wish I knew her name it’s driving me insane.
I could tell you different stories, I could tell you how life has mistreated me but I just want you to be happy. Just want you to have a life better than mine.
Oh I know, I wish I knew who you are.
Oh I know, I wish I knew her name it’s driving me insane.
Now again, I feel like I’ve had a relapse, I’m going to collapse to the ground and I feel so sound safe as I have ever been before. So I dream of you, I wish I knew your name. Oh baby I love you.
Oh I know, I wish I knew who you are.
Oh I know, I wish I knew her name it’s driving me insane.
Oh baby I love you.
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LETTING GO ©
What did I do to end up again as if before I felt so strong all again.
And yet they say how long the day the day I feel so strong and young again.
And in this life ill know ill feel that my time will reveal.
As the day beyond the grave thus from the day we ask for forgiveness and the time we feel we will certainly know.
[(When you love someone) x2, you just gotta learn] x2, to let them go.
And all the times again I feel your love.
And all what I said had no meaning underneath.
And like the grave again, bound by chains all alone. I long to be free and feel your love again cause…
[(When you love someone) x2, you just gotta learn] x2, to let them go.
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LOVED LONELY ©
(Intro)
There was once a time in my life when I felt her presence within me and her love flourishing amongst me, but now that time is gone, so I sing for you this song.
What do we do when all we see, reminds me, of loving times that we shared back then.
What do we do when all we see, reminds me, how much we cared and loved those times now.
What we say is what we mean, to lovingly, show each other how much we care right now.
What it means to be alive, and feel the life, how to feel so loved lonely.
So loved lonely x6.
And there were those times when we forgot, to feel each others arms rapped around us.
And there were those times where we had seen, not to know each others lives between.
Until ours.
Until our lives intertwined.
So loved lonely x5.
To feel so, loved, lonely.
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LOST IN A DREAM ©
Lost in a dream, I felt so wrong, have I forgotten how I got this far, and the time I’m now, I’m holding on, tight begging someone shout help me.
From times we shout to save their lives, from times we see into each others eyes, and now in time, were lost again, hoping someone will save me now.
Lost in a dream as I recall, far in a land were life has gone, and now in time, we’ve lost again, shout out to someone to save me now.
And these times we felt so unwanted and hated right now, rejected from piers and put aside, but I’m taking a stand now, will you join me in this, fight for what we will rightly deserve.
Someone better save me now, from these hated memories, help now I’m suffering, from a love lost from in side of me.
And all the times are changing, further form the truth and all, we do is stand and pass it by as if, but there they are just laughing, and pointing at us, mocking how much we have failed, in time all again.
Someone better save me now, from these hated memories, help now I’m suffering, from a love lost from in side of me.
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SARAH’S SONG ©
Sarah oh I wish I could have seen the day, they that’s now so far away, and all these times I sit and pray oh Sara.
From a life once lived past has come and gone so now I burst out in song to you. Oh Sarah how I miss your face, you love and overflowing grace. Oh Sarah pleas don’t go.
Cause you know how I feel about you and you know ill pull trough.
And the sands of love will part through the bleeding of my heart.
And now it’s time to say goodbye to you my love.
There’s no other way to say it.
Sarah, look at me now, see in my eyes.
Now the time has come again, so I say good bye for the last time. I know in side it may seem that all is lost but Sarah pleas don’t forget me. I will always remember you and you love shining through is all who I want to be is someone, so Sarah please stay with me.
Cause you know how I feel about you and you know ill pull trough.
And the sands of love will part through the bleeding of my heart.
And now it’s time to say goodbye to you my love.
There’s no other way to say it.
Sarah, look at me now, see in my eyes.
Look at you Sarah; I can’t believe your face.
Look at you Sarah; you don’t want to leave this place.
Look at you Sarah; the tears are rolling down your face.
Look at you Sarah; you don’t want to leave this place.
Cause you know how I feel about you and you know ill pull trough.
And the sands of love will part through the bleeding of my heart.
And now it’s time to say goodbye to you my love.
There’s no other way to say it.
Sarah, look at me now, see in my eyes.
So my last goodbye is gone, witch is why I sing this song.
Sarah x4
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WITH FRIEND LIKE THESE ©
Every time I fall down a pain consumes my fate, I feel like I don’t belong here in this place where I am opening. My life feel like a mistake cause I don’t even know where I came from or where I’m going. Please someone help me cause you know just how I feel.
When I fall down, they pick me up I wipe this blood and dust from my face. When I feel sad, when I have sinned they always stand by me and make me feel like. I know with friends like these there are no tasks inside in fate I feel like my friends will decide. My fate is on the line but with friends like there I know ill make it trough.
So many times I have felt this way before, to scared to show how I felt inside. Now it’s too late to say I’m sorry now, having betrayed them so unconsciously. I wanna feel like I can be the person I should be, just like my friends who protected me and know I feel like I’ve lost a part of me so I stand alone so long I forget what I need.
When I fall down, they pick me up I wipe this blood and dust from my face. When I feel sad, when I have sinned they always stand by me and make me feel like. I know with friends like these there are no tasks inside in fate I feel like my friends will decide. My fate is on the line but with friends like there I know ill make it trough.
With friends like these who needs anyone else except myself and now I know what’s right to do without you so I beg not to lose you please. Without people like you, without friends like these.
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My Current life
I am 15 turning 16, I love Guitar have written 15 songs and have been playing for 5 mounths.
High School
Maritzburg College where i currently am in life. Grade 8 or 2nd form as they call it just to make us feel at the bottom again. Work but work is school not enjoying being at the bottom again. Grade 9 where i am now at the end of. Much better year. More respect, much better results and now reaching the end to be Grade 10, have chosen my subjects. Drama, Biology, Geography and Computers.
Jr School grade 3 to 7
These are the days i will remember the most now.
Cordwalles school for boys. Grade 3 in Mrs Harwins Class saw the start of Afrikaans and Zulu. Grade 4 in Mrs Deedekents Class, Creepy Crawlies, i was forfulling my childhood, loving all the times playing but working hard aswell. Grade 5 in Mr Miles's Class saw the red, yellow and green cards if you were to get in trouble. Grade 6 Mr Bousa's/Mr Campells Class with real work in life but still went on school field trips properly for the first time. Grade 7 Mrs Van Heeswyks Class. My friends mom teaching us aswell as exams properly for the first time.
Cordwalles school for boys. Grade 3 in Mrs Harwins Class saw the start of Afrikaans and Zulu. Grade 4 in Mrs Deedekents Class, Creepy Crawlies, i was forfulling my childhood, loving all the times playing but working hard aswell. Grade 5 in Mr Miles's Class saw the red, yellow and green cards if you were to get in trouble. Grade 6 Mr Bousa's/Mr Campells Class with real work in life but still went on school field trips properly for the first time. Grade 7 Mrs Van Heeswyks Class. My friends mom teaching us aswell as exams properly for the first time.
Jr School
The fun times contined with work not being one of them. My first friend who was a girl, Mrs Lemon a grumpy old lady that still made me laugh. The big junhle jim. Looking for the water in the sand pit. Grade 2 and 3 some of the best days of my l;ife at Cowan House School. My friends playing marbels and lego. Playing sport.
School
School is where friends are made.
I can remember satrting at Hilton Pre-Primary, the jungle jim alwys where i wanted to be, the first time i cut my toe open and though i was ging to die. My friends who i still am friends with today. The easter bunny and the Christmas play when i was a Sheep. The diffrent classes like coloring and writing my name 5 times. My injections for Chickenpoks.
I can remember satrting at Hilton Pre-Primary, the jungle jim alwys where i wanted to be, the first time i cut my toe open and though i was ging to die. My friends who i still am friends with today. The easter bunny and the Christmas play when i was a Sheep. The diffrent classes like coloring and writing my name 5 times. My injections for Chickenpoks.
Moving to Hilton/Pitermaritzburg/Durban
I can still remember after school when i was only about 6, saying goodbye to all my friends and getting in the car to leave for the airport. On the plane haveing, our dog Gemma a Jackrussel. I was sitting next to a boy who i gessede was abou 8 or 9, and saying to him how if your not careful the plane gose whoosh and crashes. The boy was verry scared and got out of his seat and ran to his mom while i laughed. When we arrived at our tempory home witch was a thatch house where the roof touched the ground and it looked like a giant tent. I still am reminded of phoneing my grandmother and saying "granny can i come and paly?" And her laughing and saying no. A faded memory of moving.
A Flood
The Story of the flood in Greyton.
The rain poured down with a loud shudder, the boy sitting on his bed shreeking with joy and exsitemen jumping up and down, while his friend weaped in fear for his life. The dogs swimming in and out of every room. Leaping from couch to table the two boys were trying to avoid falling in. Then father grabbed one under each arm and walked through the door and threw each into the car. Then drove up the road to Grandmothers house further up the hill witch was not as flooded. Grandmother with a grin to se her Grandchild and his best friend welcomed them and father in. "would you like some tea David?" She said to father. "No thanks Sherls, i have to go help Ginny save the books and get the rest of the stuff from the house," he replied. So a fade memory of the flood.
The rain poured down with a loud shudder, the boy sitting on his bed shreeking with joy and exsitemen jumping up and down, while his friend weaped in fear for his life. The dogs swimming in and out of every room. Leaping from couch to table the two boys were trying to avoid falling in. Then father grabbed one under each arm and walked through the door and threw each into the car. Then drove up the road to Grandmothers house further up the hill witch was not as flooded. Grandmother with a grin to se her Grandchild and his best friend welcomed them and father in. "would you like some tea David?" She said to father. "No thanks Sherls, i have to go help Ginny save the books and get the rest of the stuff from the house," he replied. So a fade memory of the flood.
A Gryton Story
How my father has told this story many times of the little boy in Greyton.
One day there was a boy named james who's passion was collecting insects and being outdoors. He had a simese cad called Coco who was verry fat and loved to play. While james sat playing in his cot Coco would watch him like a hawk. She leaped in and the little boy jumped in suprisement and exsightment. He grabbed Coco's tail and gave a gret pull with a wide grin on his face. The cat shreeked and leaped back outside the cot. The boy shreeked with laughter and ratteled the cot to pices and maneged to escape. The cat made a bolt down the stairs to the living room with the boy in persuit, rollong down the stairs he came with a great crash yelled out a screekch to alert that he had had enough. The cat quickly ran outside and over to the nabours fence. The little boy sat on the grass looking at all the bugs with another massive grin. There were grasshoppers, beetels, ants and spiders. The boy was so exsited he didn't know what to do next then suddenly he noticed the cat agin next to him who had returned from the neighbours with a large pice of biltong in it's mouth. The boy shreeked with joy again to see his friend return so soon and grapped his tail again for another pull. The cat ran into the house with the pice of meat only to meet Father standing watching the senario and quickly grabbed tha cat and said "Ginny come quick and see" Mother ran outside and said "Where did the cat get that biltong from?" "I don't know said father, but we better not let it go to waste." Mother agreed with a nod and took the biltong inside and cut the pice off where the cat had been chewing contently. About two days laiter the nabours came to tea with a strange story of thier own. The neibours wife said "David you know i'm telling you the strangest thing happend the other day." "Oh really what?" said father. "I had just come back from the shops and had bought a pice of biltong and left it on the table, while i went to collect the rest of the shopping from my car" she said. "And when i got back, it was gone!". My father blushed and lowered his head realizing what had happend, he said "Well we have some" With a grin on his face offerd a bowl of chopped biltong to her. "would you like some" he added with a grinn. And the boy grinned and let out a shreek of joy.
One day there was a boy named james who's passion was collecting insects and being outdoors. He had a simese cad called Coco who was verry fat and loved to play. While james sat playing in his cot Coco would watch him like a hawk. She leaped in and the little boy jumped in suprisement and exsightment. He grabbed Coco's tail and gave a gret pull with a wide grin on his face. The cat shreeked and leaped back outside the cot. The boy shreeked with laughter and ratteled the cot to pices and maneged to escape. The cat made a bolt down the stairs to the living room with the boy in persuit, rollong down the stairs he came with a great crash yelled out a screekch to alert that he had had enough. The cat quickly ran outside and over to the nabours fence. The little boy sat on the grass looking at all the bugs with another massive grin. There were grasshoppers, beetels, ants and spiders. The boy was so exsited he didn't know what to do next then suddenly he noticed the cat agin next to him who had returned from the neighbours with a large pice of biltong in it's mouth. The boy shreeked with joy again to see his friend return so soon and grapped his tail again for another pull. The cat ran into the house with the pice of meat only to meet Father standing watching the senario and quickly grabbed tha cat and said "Ginny come quick and see" Mother ran outside and said "Where did the cat get that biltong from?" "I don't know said father, but we better not let it go to waste." Mother agreed with a nod and took the biltong inside and cut the pice off where the cat had been chewing contently. About two days laiter the nabours came to tea with a strange story of thier own. The neibours wife said "David you know i'm telling you the strangest thing happend the other day." "Oh really what?" said father. "I had just come back from the shops and had bought a pice of biltong and left it on the table, while i went to collect the rest of the shopping from my car" she said. "And when i got back, it was gone!". My father blushed and lowered his head realizing what had happend, he said "Well we have some" With a grin on his face offerd a bowl of chopped biltong to her. "would you like some" he added with a grinn. And the boy grinned and let out a shreek of joy.
The Good Old Days
I always found growing up a breeze because everything to me seemed normal, I was blissfully unaware of anything and I still get told story’s of that little boy who loved to be outside rolling in the mud and catching all sorts of creepy crawlies. I was born in Celadon, about a 45min drive from Hermanis in the Western Cape, South Africa. I use to life in a little village called Greyton, but as we all say it Gerytin. As you drive up that tar road with a distinctive left curve you turn left and there you see a sign that says “Welcome to Greyton”. The man road leads down and has many shops and B&B’s. Further down is the Market square with only on a Saturday is lively and wonderful. My Grandmother lived in Greyton and visiting her was one of my favourite things in the world. More than this just being the place I grey up in, is the place where all my memories lie.
In The Beggining
I can still remember every detail of my life, as it has past and it will carry on. I was born into this world unwanted, this is my story.
I was born on the 14th of November 1994; my mother was diagnosed with bipolar disease and in terms could not have me due to the risk of losing her temper and jeopardising my life. Lucky I had been taken in by close friends of my mother and I was lucky enough to be given a chance in life. I was adopted at birth and have never met my father who would like nothing to do with either me or my birth mother. My birthmother always loved me and wanted me, but was never able to have me. My life was a mistake (to my father) and yet I was luckily saved by god. I last saw my birth mother 10 years ago when I was 5. I still stay in contact with her and love her all the same because I know everything in my life happened for the better. I love Ginny and David my current parents and my 3 sisters, Samantha, Kate and Bridget who have all finished university and are making a life for themselves.
I was born on the 14th of November 1994; my mother was diagnosed with bipolar disease and in terms could not have me due to the risk of losing her temper and jeopardising my life. Lucky I had been taken in by close friends of my mother and I was lucky enough to be given a chance in life. I was adopted at birth and have never met my father who would like nothing to do with either me or my birth mother. My birthmother always loved me and wanted me, but was never able to have me. My life was a mistake (to my father) and yet I was luckily saved by god. I last saw my birth mother 10 years ago when I was 5. I still stay in contact with her and love her all the same because I know everything in my life happened for the better. I love Ginny and David my current parents and my 3 sisters, Samantha, Kate and Bridget who have all finished university and are making a life for themselves.
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