BEFORE I SAY GOODBYE ©
Sitting here with a blank expression on your face. I’m feeling like I don’t belong in this place. They called me out said I was a disgrace. And now I know ill never leave your side.
Cause it’s just you and me, I wanna believe that we never have to say goodbye.
By my side I wish you were here oh and all you are I hold close dear.
From the outside I feel regret, your so upset now I say I’m sorry. I want to care and keep you here forever. All I ask is for a chance to see you again.
Before we say goodbye.
Cause it’s just you and me, I wanna believe that we never have to say goodbye.
By my side I wish you were here oh and all you are I hold close dear.
Before I say goodbye.
Just before I say goodbye. ] x2
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EMZ SONG ©
I used to feel alive.
I used to feel the pain.
But now that time has gone.
And now I feel the same.
Now I know the time is right to see into her eyes
Her love and grace will shine right through the skies
There’s no other way for me to say just how I feel
Just as long as that I know our love is still real.
From my grace I will praise unto you
Do everything I know you want me to.
Know I know in time to see through the light inside of me
From the times I feel it’s time to show some pride in time.
All I just ask for is your love and compassion
And now I promise to you it’s true.
Now I know the time is right to see into her eyes
Her love and grace will shine right through the skies
There’s no other way for me to say just how I feel
Just as long as that I know our love is still real.
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END OF THE HEART ©
Lost it all again, times are changing now, how we’ve seen before, from times again.
And now to this, how far we’ve come, to how the end of the world, has begun.
I reflect back when I saw her face and her love lost in an open grace. I now see how it was and how it begun, so now the end of the world is done.
And now I see how I missed you so, further near, as white as snow, but it’s over now and I’m all alone, I would give my life, and all my hope, just to see you again before the end of the world.
And so in time x2
And so in time I have fought for your love again.
And so in time x2
I have fought to save our loving times.
And so in time x2
I feel your love again.
As journeys pass you by, you hear stories of losses and sacrifice.
Again I know not how to feel, or even know if it is, real.
I’m lost again, as when before, I met you, and all your love.
And now I know, I have to go and save our lost love, save our last love, save the one love…
And now it’s done, we’ve all but passed, there is no more.
And all that’s left is a memory, of how our love used to be…
Of how our love used to be…
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FEEL LIKE I BELONG ©
All the times, they were so fine, as sufficient as they could ever be. So now I strive, to fight again, for somewhere I belong. I shout and bleed, pull me back, and say this is the last time you’ll believe.
Now I say I will save my strength for another day. All the days I make it through, the war wages on. I always wish the war was worth fighting for, but I aint got a say in all of this. So I think about you every day and I feel like I belong.
Somehow I know, somehow I feel, somehow I close the door cause I don’t believe it’s real.
Sometimes I wait, sometimes I cry, sometimes I feel the pain that bleeds inside.
Somehow I know, somehow I feel, somehow I close the door cause I don’t believe it’s real.
Sometimes I wait, sometimes I cry, sometimes I feel the pain that bleeds inside.
Sometimes we forget who we are inside, pretending to be someone else all the time and now I know that I still strive to wipe them from the skies, the war wages on so I plead out why. Why we fight it on and burn them all, so many days have gone since then. So I think about you every day and I feel like I belong.
Somehow I know, somehow I feel, somehow I close the door cause I don’t believe it’s real.
Sometimes I wait, sometimes I cry, sometimes I feel the pain that bleeds inside.
Feel like I belong.
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FROM WITHIN ©
I hear the echo’s of a past passing by from the times I bleed inside. Redemption and acceptation of my life is what I live for and strive. I think of you, I think of me and the ways of how I use to be. Time will change, we will prevail, from inside, I know I will find, a life lost within.
From within, I will strive.
From within, I feel alive.
From within, my life is real.
From within, I will feel.
We fight the struggle and strive, we fight for survival in our lives, we will fight and will prevail, we will never surrender to them. And inside a life once lost now found a purpose to believe; in what I do I need a reason, just to carry on each day.
From within, I will strive.
From within, I feel alive.
From within, my life is real.
From within, I will feel.
The end of it has come and now a purpose I lack, I live to serve and fight the battle and when they attack, I strive to only be the victory to my peers, my leaders, they will see.
From within, they shall see.
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JESSY’S SONG ©
Jessy, you know, I know, that we can always be a fight and fight a lot.
I know that I know for the truth is always, there between the spaces, we have made for each others love. Cause you know, how I want you so bad that it even sometimes makes me feel sad. I feel like it ain’t even real but I know it’s time to step up and show to you who I can be.
Jessy moo, there’s no way to say just how it is.
Jessy moo, there’s no other way for me to say it’s true.
Jessy moo, oh I love you.
Jessy moo, please don’t fall right through.
I can see us now, you and you’re your games are pulling me in.
I can see how I was like a man without a life, and then you were there.
I just stood and stared, the way you said it, it made me feel alive.
Now inside the life I always dreamed it, I never knew before I felt it.
Jessy moo, there’s no way to say just how it is.
Jessy moo, there’s no other way for me to say it’s true.
Jessy moo, oh I love you.
Jessy moo, please don’t fall right through.
Now the time is flying by and all I can do is take what’s mine.
I wish it didn’t have to be this way, but I’m sorry I just got to say.
Your wonderful, Your beautiful, you’re the one for me oh Jessy.
I reflect back on in life, see what I have achieved as a champion but I’m only a champion because of you and all you do.
Oh Jessy you know it’s true the way I feel about you.
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LETTERS TO YOU ©
I can say many things, I can tell you a lot about me. I just want to say how you are, where you from, cause after I saw you I felt like I couldn’t believe my life was real. And now I write this to you, I just wanna learn your name.
Oh I know, I wish I knew who you are.
Oh I know, I wish I knew her name it’s driving me insane.
Oh I know, I wish I knew who you are.
Oh I know, I wish I knew her name it’s driving me insane.
I could tell you different stories, I could tell you how life has mistreated me but I just want you to be happy. Just want you to have a life better than mine.
Oh I know, I wish I knew who you are.
Oh I know, I wish I knew her name it’s driving me insane.
Now again, I feel like I’ve had a relapse, I’m going to collapse to the ground and I feel so sound safe as I have ever been before. So I dream of you, I wish I knew your name. Oh baby I love you.
Oh I know, I wish I knew who you are.
Oh I know, I wish I knew her name it’s driving me insane.
Oh baby I love you.
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LETTING GO ©
What did I do to end up again as if before I felt so strong all again.
And yet they say how long the day the day I feel so strong and young again.
And in this life ill know ill feel that my time will reveal.
As the day beyond the grave thus from the day we ask for forgiveness and the time we feel we will certainly know.
[(When you love someone) x2, you just gotta learn] x2, to let them go.
And all the times again I feel your love.
And all what I said had no meaning underneath.
And like the grave again, bound by chains all alone. I long to be free and feel your love again cause…
[(When you love someone) x2, you just gotta learn] x2, to let them go.
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LOVED LONELY ©
(Intro)
There was once a time in my life when I felt her presence within me and her love flourishing amongst me, but now that time is gone, so I sing for you this song.
What do we do when all we see, reminds me, of loving times that we shared back then.
What do we do when all we see, reminds me, how much we cared and loved those times now.
What we say is what we mean, to lovingly, show each other how much we care right now.
What it means to be alive, and feel the life, how to feel so loved lonely.
So loved lonely x6.
And there were those times when we forgot, to feel each others arms rapped around us.
And there were those times where we had seen, not to know each others lives between.
Until ours.
Until our lives intertwined.
So loved lonely x5.
To feel so, loved, lonely.
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LOST IN A DREAM ©
Lost in a dream, I felt so wrong, have I forgotten how I got this far, and the time I’m now, I’m holding on, tight begging someone shout help me.
From times we shout to save their lives, from times we see into each others eyes, and now in time, were lost again, hoping someone will save me now.
Lost in a dream as I recall, far in a land were life has gone, and now in time, we’ve lost again, shout out to someone to save me now.
And these times we felt so unwanted and hated right now, rejected from piers and put aside, but I’m taking a stand now, will you join me in this, fight for what we will rightly deserve.
Someone better save me now, from these hated memories, help now I’m suffering, from a love lost from in side of me.
And all the times are changing, further form the truth and all, we do is stand and pass it by as if, but there they are just laughing, and pointing at us, mocking how much we have failed, in time all again.
Someone better save me now, from these hated memories, help now I’m suffering, from a love lost from in side of me.
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SARAH’S SONG ©
Sarah oh I wish I could have seen the day, they that’s now so far away, and all these times I sit and pray oh Sara.
From a life once lived past has come and gone so now I burst out in song to you. Oh Sarah how I miss your face, you love and overflowing grace. Oh Sarah pleas don’t go.
Cause you know how I feel about you and you know ill pull trough.
And the sands of love will part through the bleeding of my heart.
And now it’s time to say goodbye to you my love.
There’s no other way to say it.
Sarah, look at me now, see in my eyes.
Now the time has come again, so I say good bye for the last time. I know in side it may seem that all is lost but Sarah pleas don’t forget me. I will always remember you and you love shining through is all who I want to be is someone, so Sarah please stay with me.
Cause you know how I feel about you and you know ill pull trough.
And the sands of love will part through the bleeding of my heart.
And now it’s time to say goodbye to you my love.
There’s no other way to say it.
Sarah, look at me now, see in my eyes.
Look at you Sarah; I can’t believe your face.
Look at you Sarah; you don’t want to leave this place.
Look at you Sarah; the tears are rolling down your face.
Look at you Sarah; you don’t want to leave this place.
Cause you know how I feel about you and you know ill pull trough.
And the sands of love will part through the bleeding of my heart.
And now it’s time to say goodbye to you my love.
There’s no other way to say it.
Sarah, look at me now, see in my eyes.
So my last goodbye is gone, witch is why I sing this song.
Sarah x4
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WITH FRIEND LIKE THESE ©
Every time I fall down a pain consumes my fate, I feel like I don’t belong here in this place where I am opening. My life feel like a mistake cause I don’t even know where I came from or where I’m going. Please someone help me cause you know just how I feel.
When I fall down, they pick me up I wipe this blood and dust from my face. When I feel sad, when I have sinned they always stand by me and make me feel like. I know with friends like these there are no tasks inside in fate I feel like my friends will decide. My fate is on the line but with friends like there I know ill make it trough.
So many times I have felt this way before, to scared to show how I felt inside. Now it’s too late to say I’m sorry now, having betrayed them so unconsciously. I wanna feel like I can be the person I should be, just like my friends who protected me and know I feel like I’ve lost a part of me so I stand alone so long I forget what I need.
When I fall down, they pick me up I wipe this blood and dust from my face. When I feel sad, when I have sinned they always stand by me and make me feel like. I know with friends like these there are no tasks inside in fate I feel like my friends will decide. My fate is on the line but with friends like there I know ill make it trough.
With friends like these who needs anyone else except myself and now I know what’s right to do without you so I beg not to lose you please. Without people like you, without friends like these.
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