Saturday, September 18, 2010

Thinking Of You and Lifetime Of Waiting

THINKING OF YOU ©

Staring at a blank ceiling, so many thoughts are flying through my mind. I’m so alone and so confused, all I hear are echo’s in the distance. The time so slow ticking away before my eyes, I don’t know what to do anymore.

Then I think about you and everything seems to get better in my life. I think about you and wish you here next to me. Then I think about you and I still wonder why I’m here in this place. Oh baby I’m still thinking of you everyday.

I can’t think strait anymore; so many thoughts of life are rushing through my brain. All I see is a blank ceiling; these thoughts are driving me insane. So many things pass me by without a thought and all this time I don’t know what I’ve been missing.

Then I think about you and everything seems to get better in my life. I think about you and wish you here next to me. Then I think about you and I still wonder why I’m here in this place. Oh baby I’m still thinking of you everyday.

Lying here, just lying here. No one but me, no one but me. But I still believe, I still believe. That one day will come and clarify a reason because all I need is a reason. But I know baby you’re the only one for me.

Then I think about you and everything seems to get better in my life. I think about you and wish you here next to me. Then I think about you and I still wonder why I’m here in this place. Oh baby I’m still thinking of you everyday.

You’re my lovely memory.
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LIFETIME OF WAITING ©

This is the day I’ve been waiting for my entire life, I don’t know what to expect. I have a feeling that I never felt before, it fills me up and consumes my soul. My instinct tells me that something’s different; my mind is telling me not to worry anymore. And now I know the time is rite to open up to you.

Life always works in strange way that we can never see. I know now how to say I believe it’s true because I live for you. You are the reason I’m here living out this life, I just I never have to say goodbye again.

It’s been so long I can’t even remember your face; memories have gone and only left emptiness. I hope one day I can live my life for you, do it the way I know you would like me to. And now I know the time is rite to open up to you.

Life always works in strange way that we can never see. I know now how to say I believe it’s true because I live for you. You are the reason I’m here living out this life, I just I never have to say goodbye again.

I don’t know much about you, I just hope you love me all the same because I love you, the pain and aching in my heart runs deep. Deeper than anything before, I just want you to know.

Life always works in strange way that we can never see. I know now how to say I believe it’s true because I live for you. You are the reason I’m here living out this life, I just I never have to say goodbye again.
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1 comment:

  1. GREAT!

    I can feel pain too even though I know love can be difficult it passes with time James. You will be happy soon even if you feel the girl has let youu down. Being confused is part of growing up. This is an amazing part of your life you have shared with everyone.

    Keep up the songs.

    I am really glad that you use your writting poetry skills and lyrics to express yourself and have you added any music to it yet?

    Love Caroline xxx

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