Time Flies

Things have neen super busy, but i'm proud to announce i have started writing again today so my first song of 2011 is here!!!!!

Time, Events and Stuff

Wow it's been a while since my last blog, here is a brief update...
Back to School grade 10 work=hard work, extra stuff=Awesome.
Life has been good, been about 10 mounths now of playing guitar so well on my way, will be continuing to write new songs from the end of Febuary. Will start recording full songs once I get the equipment plz anyone who knows where i can lend or use some recording equipment let me know. I guess all is back to normal again, typical teenage problems in life, obsessions, issues, longings ect...
Hopefully some will happen others doubt it but keeping the hopes alive...

This is me sighning out...

Holidays

Well waht can I say? Holidays a happy time of relaxation... I can't say I have made much progress but it's not like anyone cares anyway. I should be enjoying myself withch I am on ocasion but honestly this same emptyness still hants me so I just wonder on the same as always. Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year to all...

Free From Life

FREE FROM LIFE ©

Striving for the best, trying so hard, all I do I try to impress, the ones who keep judging me. Striving to achieve, the things I fight, ill live out the rest, every day and night. But now I am calm, hart at rest, I’m finally free from these chains, there broken into pieces.

Broken pieces lie here, so cold but I couldn’t care, I’m finally free! I can breath life, all the things again, I am finally free!

Waiting for so long, I have forgotten what I’ve done, where I’m supposed to be, it’s all a mystery. Not knowing what I have, not knowing what I’ve got, I thought about it so many days ago, I thought about it a lot. Nothing I can remember, but now I’m free, what dose it mean?

Broken pieces lie here, so cold but I couldn’t care, I’m finally free! I can breath life, all the things again, I am finally free!

I’m finally free, from these chains, the bleeding has stopped, and my soul can heal. Although it’s strange, not having to fight, it’s alright, but the regret is still hurting me. This change is all so new, I don’t know what to do, but I’m free now so please tell me. What am I supposed to do, with these broken chains?

I am finally free!

The following above is a copyright © of J.N.Oosthuizen

Demo

http://kiwi6.com/file?id=w776xweycl

This is the demo for the song Bullets and Broken Glass witch i wrote a while ago,i apoligize for the bad audio quality.

Tell Me

TELL ME ©

I just don’t understand, why would you do this to me, I can’t get my head straight, tell me what you mean. I’m so cold, I can’t feel the pain right now, and it’s fading away into another day. I don’t know what’s wrong with me, why I can’t get it right, and all this time I couldn’t see, that’s the truth because I’ve had enough and I’m giving up.

Tell me do you think it’s funny; tell me what you’re feeling, because I know I’ve been down this road before. Tell me the truth, this damn game is hurting me, I can’t believe you couldn’t just tell me the truth. Why do you put me through this, I’ve had enough and now I’m done.

I always worried I would die alone, be left here all on my own, I have broken the past to many times; I can’t pick up the pieces because the cuts are running dry. This pain is too much to bear, it just tears me apart, until there’s nothing left and I’m so upset. I just wish I hadn’t fallen in, I can’t get back up, and my legs are broken, along with my heart.

Tell me do you think it’s funny; tell me what you’re feeling, because I know I’ve been down this road before. Tell me the truth, this damn game is hurting me, I can’t believe you couldn’t just tell me the truth. Why do you put me through this, I’ve had enough and now I’m done.

I can’t even go back, to a memory of you and me. I don’t ever want to, I’m done with you. I’m a choice for life, so if it’s not your then please just tell me, save me this pain.

Tell me do you think it’s funny; tell me what you’re feeling, because I know I’ve been down this road before. Tell me the truth, this damn game is hurting me, I can’t believe you couldn’t just tell me the truth. Why do you put me through this, I’ve had enough and now I’m done.

The following above is a copyright © of J.N.Oosthuizen

16 Years Ago

16 Years ago today i was born into a hard crule world, I'd just like to say thank you to all those special people in my life who have made it worth living. I am unable to say how grateful i am for everything you have done, words are just words but none could show how much i love you all. Thank you...