BECOMING WHAT YOUR CALLED ©
People call me many things I am not, people judge the way I live my life, soon enough I’m sick of it all, I don’t know who I am anymore. The cruelty of my peers is eating away at me, I can only do one thing to end this suffering, the only way I can live in peace is to live the life I’m called, when there’s nothing left inside, and you become what you’re called.
Resorting to the monster within, I never asked for any of this, all I want is to be alone, don’t call me that because it’s not true. Just because I’m sad sometimes, and depression helps me though my pain, it doesn’t mean you know, what the hell did you just say.
After many days and nights, I’m sick of people judging me, all I want is to be left alone, oh dam it can’t you see. People call me many things, I never knew the needed to, sometimes being what you’re called, and sometimes it can help you through. I will never give in, I’m fighting a losing battle, I’m sick of being called names, so I leave it for another day.
Resorting to the monster within, I never asked for any of this, all I want is to be alone, don’t call me that because it’s not true. Just because I’m sad sometimes, and depression helps me though my pain, it doesn’t mean you know, what the hell did you just say.
I would just go ahead and end it now, but I wouldn’t hurt the ones I love, it would be selfish if I had to go, someone help relief me of this pain. Nothing I do is real anymore, nothing even matters, ill just become what I’m called, so hopefully one day they will leave me alone. Just because I’m different doesn’t give you a fucking right, you’re the one who should be, asking for a chance to make things rite.
Resorting to the monster within, I never asked for any of this, all I want is to be alone, don’t call me that because it’s not true. Just because I’m sad sometimes, and depression helps me though my pain, it doesn’t mean you know, what the hell did you just say.
People call me many things.
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