When I Was Young and Forgiveness From Myself

WHEN I WAS YOUNG ©

When I was young, I use to be, like no one really ever noticed me. Then I met you, I made it through, those times where I was never anyone. And now I am, all back again, to those days when I never really had a friend. So many, days wasted, all I want is you to be here with me now.

So carry me now, I will shout out, that we will be together again.

So carry me now, I will shout out, that world will see.

So carry me now, I will shout out, that we can be together again someday.

So carry me now, I will shout out, that things can someday be the same.

When I was young, I use to be like no one really ever noticed me. Playing alone, without a friend, I thought it would really never end. But then I saw, I saw you there, playing like you never had a care. You came to see, you came to me, I knew I knew now I really had a friend.

So carry me now, I will shout out, that we will be together again.

So carry me now, I will shout out, that world will see.

So carry me now, I will shout out, that we can be together again someday.

So carry me now, I will shout out, that things can someday be the same.

When I was young, I use to be, like no one really ever noticed me. Then I met you, I made it through, those times where I was never anyone. And now I am, all back again, to those days when I never really had a friend. So many, days wasted, all I want is you to be here with me now.

So carry me now, I will shout out, that we will be together again.

So carry me now, I will shout out, that world will see.

So carry me now, I will shout out, that we can be together again someday.

So carry me now, I will shout out, that things can someday be the same.

The following above is a copyright © of J.N.Oosthuizen

FORGIVENESS FROM MYSELF ©

I can never say how sorry I am; I can never ask and expect you to understand. All I wanted was my own selfish way, I’m so sorry but I’m not going to stay. I will say I’m sorry because it’s all I can do; all I ask is that before you say that you want to hear.

I can never forgive myself; I can never find it in me. All I want is something from you your forgiveness will help me through. I can never forgive myself, I can hardly breath. So please oh please forgive me.

This regret inside my mind is filling me inside and all I wish is that was here. I should have never left this place alone, never left this place called home. My last wish is that I hope you can forgive me, oh I’m begging you please.

I can never forgive myself; I can never find it in me. All I want is something from you your forgiveness will help me through. I can never forgive myself, I can hardly breath. So please oh please forgive me.

I know nothing bad really happened and nothing went wrong but all I want is to sing you this song. I just wish you could still trust me as much as I love you; all I want to know is if you can say…

I can never forgive myself; I can never find it in me. All I want is something from you your forgiveness will help me through. I can never forgive myself, I can hardly breath. So please oh please forgive me.

Please forgive me so I can forgive myself.

The following above is a copyright © of J.N.Oosthuizen