CARELESS PAIN ©
I am tired of this, there people are so heartless, and a careless pain washes through my soul. I have poured out to you, everything I am, and I gave you my heart and asked for you to please not break it. But instead you decided to smash it to pieces, now what’s left isn’t even worth picking up.
I’m so sick of it all I just want to give in. there is nothing left inside of me. All this hate that I shout all this pain that’s I bleed, is now all a faded memory. Finally I say, finally I say, finally I say you’re not helping me. So leave me alone, just go away, don’t help me now, I won’t live in yesterday.
So I could say how I feel now, it wouldn’t change a thing; they say it’s never too late, but it’s the first mistake. I try to be as good as I can, living each day again and again; living to what I’m told so not let the chaos unfold. But I don’t care anymore because it’s broken now and I can’t pick up the pieces.
I’m so sick of it all I just want to give in. there is nothing left inside of me. All this hate that I shout all this pain that’s I bleed, is now all a faded memory. Finally I say, finally I say, finally I say you’re not helping me. So leave me alone, just go away, don’t help me now, I won’t live in yesterday.
If there was a cure for this disease, it would make life pointless, living out the same as before, turning back time and rolling on the floor. But now I don’t care anymore, I can’t stand to see you again, because when I do it fills me with sadness and pain. I say goodbye, goodbye again, for good I leave you so I can heal again.
I’m so sick of it all I just want to give in. there is nothing left inside of me. All this hate that I shout all this pain that’s I bleed, is now all a faded memory. Finally I say, finally I say, finally I say you’re not helping me. So leave me alone, just go away, don’t help me now, I won’t live in yesterday.
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